im gonna skidaddle and think about life some more - August

Yeah me too dude I literally am just so uncmfortable and anxious rn - August

Yeah Ive been venting about being trans a lot the past few days because I fear the egg is cracking - August

Oo nice - August

I feel ashamed to be trans 😞 - August

In fact I feel very very bad at about it - August

Ive also told myself im making it up so I can feel special but then i realized that how can that be the case when it is Not making me feel special - August

No but its right though I probably do have internalized transphobia bc Ive literally told myself other ppl can be trans but not me - August

I was like damn okay - August

I vented to chatgpt and asked bro what internalized transphobia would look like while questioning and it listed some things one might do or say or think and I have done pretty much all of them- - August

Im still questioning if Im ftm and Im starting to think I have internalized transphobia 🥲 - August

Hi any other trans ppl here rn - August