fuck im invisible to everyone even my parents

im ugly as fuck

why cant i be enough for anyone

im on holiday and all i can do is cry in the bathroom with a scissors my hand

everytime i think i get better it comes back so much worse

snd i cant stop

i relapsed today

im already dead

all i do is cry and starve myself because if i eat i feel like throwing up

i cant do this anymore

fuck this shit

ive attempted a week ago

I fucking hate all of this

I want to die