Also it's okay cyan i still appreciate the sentiment <3

Im scared to be working with no light at the end of the tunnel

Im scared to go into college alone again

I cant talk to her cause i love her so much it'd ruin any chance at friendship i made

She's allowed not to be, its just brutal hearing it

She just wasn't happy

I know i can i know i will i just. I can't process this

She was all that mattered and i jusy dont know how to move forward

I cant do this she was my world

She meant so much to me i dont care that there were red flags i just