I am going to sleep but I feel lazy and pathetic

Im exhausted i need to workout but im exhausted i meed to have relations with my partner but im exhausted i want to work on my hobby projects but im exhausted

i feel disgusting and ugly

im so disgusted and disappointed with my body

i feel gross

also its 12am and he also need a bath so should i just wait to wash him too

Ugh i smell so weird and need a shower but i want to workout before i shower but i also need yo sleep while my baby is sleeping or ill be exhausted and anxious