or a sign i need to try harder - s

was it a sign hes not good for me - s

just because im trying to forget him - s

i feel like im leading this girl on - s

i feel bad - s

maybe in a few months everything will be okay again - s

like they get a kick out of it - s

theyre adding so many extra steps and unnecessary tension - s

why cant it just be simple - s

maybe i need to get over it - s

maybe i was dependent in the beginning - s

im trying so hard to fill the void but nothing works now that hes gone - s

why do they have to control me - s

why cant i just love both - s

why does it have to be one or the other - s

i dont want to give up my heart but i dont want to give up my family - s

do i choose him over them - s

but the problem is - s

who i love isnt up to them - s

i dont understand why everyone hates me for loving him - s

i hate feeling this way - s

i want him back - s

im so sorry

was it because of me

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