i wanna cry so bad - eclipse

oh - eclipse

how so - eclipse

could be better, wby - eclipse

hi - eclipse

sup - eclipse

my head hurts - eclipse

might be for the best purple - eclipse

dear purple its dangerous to do so ... - eclipse

but i love him dearly.. - eclipse

oh he knows - eclipse

and this is his second chance btw - eclipse

like i was 5yo when happened why i have to talk about it again - eclipse

no he can be sweet but he then turns so cold and mad - eclipse

im so shaky - eclipse

that - eclipse

yea basically he ask about thay - eclipse

like what i felt, what happened and why he did that - eclipse

but he is ok to just over ask me about the man that SA me - eclipse

maybe im just an idiot - eclipse

im so attached to him.. he is the only one i ever loved. i give my everything to him - eclipse

he knows about my traumas and the fact im from an abusive family. i cant just bottle up and act and mask - eclipse

i did so many times and he was slrry but then he does again. he just treats me as if i wasnr autistic and chronic ill - eclipse

im autistic he chose to date me. he told me to open up to him about anything and i did. but somehow when i do he gets mad at me and gives me silent treatment - eclipse

the more i give to my boyfriend the more he acts cold - eclipse

im so sad - -eclipse