i was in the air for 21 hours and in total, my travel was over 27 hours - nathan

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Ive already told my girlfriend about my questioning though

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i had a layover in london for 6 hours - nathan

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She said she’d love me no matter my gender I love her sm

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who will erase me?

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well maybe she could help you cyan - Light

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and the time change is fucking with me - nathan

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I still cant believe I have a gf lol

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because wdym its not 1:31am rn - nathan

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i've said too much

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Wdym by help

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its 7:31pm - nathan

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well like support you and stuff - Light

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but i took my meds so whenever i can sleep i will - nathan

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i mean she cant think in your place but it can be reassuring to have a supportive person - Light

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Yeah

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Luckily all my friends and family are really supportive but even if I do figure out if Im rlly a trans man its just an issue for me to tell ppl things bc of my anxiety disorder

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idk why people be dressing aesthetic at the airports i looked like i just rolled through the desert - nathan

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Its especially hard for me to tell my parents things I didnt get into therapy until my issues got so bad I started breaking down crying and having a panic attack every time I had a big assignment

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Bc I wouldnt tell them what I was feeling it was too scary

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i feel paronoid alot - mello

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not about grades or anyhting but i get the fear that anytime i go to sleep someone is watching me from the window so ikeep my door open at night and i leave a lantern on - mello

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at least i know how to manage how i feel otherwise id have a hell of a harder time adjusting - nathan

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maybe ill ask my gf to test out pronouns and stuff

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that sounds like a good idea - mello

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Shes like my safe person i can talk abt anything with her

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theres a huge thunderstorm outside its fucking crazy out there - Light

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im glad you have her - mello

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i hate storms - mello

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i used to not mind them but now they scare me - mello

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We’ve been dating for almost 2 months shes my first gf and we were best friends before

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like what if it floods or something - mello

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its gonna rain the whole god damn week - nathan

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here - nathan

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I actually vented about my crush on her here before 💀

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my mother screamed like hell when there was a huge hit of thunder - Light

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or i get struck by lightning or the car does - mello

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its crazy - mello

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i had a crush on a girl until i found out how shit of a person she is - nathan

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thought she fell or smth - Light

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