i really want to just pick up the blade again

i hate that im always there for everyone but when i need somebody to talk to suddenly everyones busy

im almost 2 days clean, but i just want to relapse again

i really wanna relapse right now

fuck i just said the same thing twice sorry im high on sleeping meds

they didnt tell me she was going to go that fast

i wasnt prepared

shes gonna die this month

they're going to die together

and then my grandpa will too