i told my friends im doing better, that i've been clean for a few weeks, so they invited me to their pool party. i havent been clean at all, i can barely stay clean for longer than a day

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Im sorry white , its really hard to stay cleah - Iris

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So what are you gonna do about that pool party?

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am i weird? - Star

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i cant go*

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typo

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Star why wouldd you be weird??

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im gonna cancel

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Have u told anyone about this white? - Iris

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i dont wanna go and trigger anyone, what if someone at the pool struggles too, and then they see my thighs, and they relapse

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Because of the relapse white?

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oh wow im purple now

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i havent told anyone

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Its however y feel comfortable, but dont worry about others right now - Iris

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I understandd thats valid honestly but like do you feel like maybe the pool thing would be a good distraction for you tho?

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Wasnt he fired from Moreno? How do you go from broke idiot fo guru?

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i might go to the pool and just sit there in like knee high shorts or something

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That sounds like a plan

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but then im worried my friends might notice and they'll be dissapointed in me

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Oh michelle left him years and years ago he never remarried no

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i just dont want to make anyone upset, i already feel guilty enough about being as annoying as i am

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Bentleigh holyyy that sounds not cool, do you have a good relationship with your mom?

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Yeah i figured he’d be playing with his pee bag in a dumpster by now

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Ok, im out bye.

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Purple tbh i think youre all wrong about that, im sure your friends dont think youre annoying at all and sometimes its good to be selfish too

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Purple u dont need to worry about how others feel , this is about u being ok - Iris

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I agree with iris

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Yellow u seem like such a good heart - Iris

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i am annoying, im getting sicker than i used to be. they used to be able to deal with my illness, but now im getting slower and dumber, and im losing my hearing

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yes yellow holy shit ur so sweet

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I try iris stoppp ily

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and u too iris

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ILY GUYS

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Ily too - Iris

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I lobe you to! - Star

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Love you all - Iris

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Purple youre not annoying, you have feelings and youre going through a rough patch atm but one day youre going to look back to this and be so proud of how strong you are

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