Idk if I'm suicidal or i just wouke rather kill myself than choose who to kill in any situation

Kill to survive

What if that person just had to do what I did?

Maybe i would be a bad person qnd i i idealizes life

I'd rather kms than someone

Its my worst nightmare

I'm afraid of a future where I'll have to wait for someone to die so I can feel peace

Or if i do I hope I will remain myself

Maybe I'll never understand what victims feel

Let's put them to work