Light, when thinking about things you get a numbness - -L

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That is bryan his numbness is taking over - -L

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he got huffy and was supposed to watch our baby so I could shower but he just huffed and puffed his way outside - Aye

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you ever heard of "get comfortable being uncomfortable"? - bryan

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Yeah what about it bryan? - -L

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i still have not got to get out of bed yet - Aye

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getting out of the comfort bubble thing - bryan

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maybe that's why im scared - bryan

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why did u say that blue ? - :)

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Because your uncomfortable? - -L

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cuz freedom of speech - oh okay

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Of course you think every person or most people aren’t - -L

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and honestly isnt that all bad - oh okay

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oh...then ill make sure i die for surely then - bryan

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death i mean - oh okay

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theoretically - bryan

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Watch a simple 5 minute youtube video on it - -L

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i was jsut venting - :)

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Theoretically won’t get you far bryan, and what is it you truly want? - -L

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theres a suicide forum on google ive been a part of - oh okay

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check it out they got good methods - oh okay

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kkkk - kkk

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the thing is, everyone keeps saying it gets better, but it just seem it gets worse and worse for me - bryan

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how is killing yourself so omg nooo so sad waawaaa but killing someone else is bad boo jail - oh okay

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it's like im so GODDAMN STUPID THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING - bryan

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let me free you from the shackles of mortality - oh okay

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Bryan, believe what you want, i feel the same - -L

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i mwan immortality - oh okay

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i dont mean anything that was just stupid - oh okay

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it's like when different people get mad at me for being incompetent, are you gonna blame all of them or me? - bryan

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As i am left behind too, and sure people say it gets better but lets be honest those who have not said that do not experience what we do - -L

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Ok ive got my anger out but i dont know how to smooth things over with my husband. Should i just not bring it up and just leave it be in the past? - Aye

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dont you all here in this website have problems you all wanna talk about to? - bryan

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Bryan the way it gets better is if you chnage how you see it - -L

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