hi, can i speak my mind here

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sure - rught.

98521 - 

i thought my wifi was bugging again - rught.

98521 - 

it's too painful. everyone is so normal around me

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im thinking of starting self-harm to ease the pain even by just a lil bit. what do u guys think?

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Hey i need to know if im in the wrong here. - Aye

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too scared to suicide honestly

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for now

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As someone who self harms, I suggest you don - rught.

98521 - 

*don't - rught.

98521 - 

Sorry, xoned out for a bit - -L

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What are we takking about? - -L

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DANG IT - -L

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i dont care about hiding it, it's just too much sometimes

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time will go along and ill figure out how to hide it and excuses, but for now, can i safely self harm without like having to get stitches?

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like booring? - Fake L (not real)

99806 - 

You can if you can't help yourself in another way.. - rught.

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im so tired :(

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Sh like many things is an addiction - -L

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*whether - rught.

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Dopamine filled to feel something - -L

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people around me cant and wont understand. maybe that's why they need a "my [relative] just killed himself" and they turned around for good

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I just snapped at my husband that I didn’t want to hear his lecture about 5 dirty diapers (4 one was just malfunctioned) not being thrown away yet its 11:18 am and all were from today and I haven’t go - Aye

99814 - 

Like adreline junkies - -L

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Helps about 1/10 of the time the rest, it just does not help you get bettee - -L

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All you are looking for is that rush of when you first started - -L

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sumtimes we get tired u kno - Fake L (not real)

99806 - 

gotten to get out if bed yet except once to fix a formula bottle since our baby is breastfed - Aye

99814 - 

it couldnt get any worse than my porn addiction, probable ADHD (i still dont believe in it), and the fact that im ALWAYS SHIT AT EVERYTHING I DO

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Goodness L all of us do, it is why we are here or found this in the first place - -L

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i dont like to use ADHD, it's like excuses on the internet nowadays

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