its not helpful on top of already well cemented drama

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I'd take it as a sign you're being protected from investigating that stuff further really

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what else is up?

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if it happened 16 years ago and nothings happened since it couldnt have been that bad

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its enough to have you up at 4am now though

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yeah im fucked lol

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my fight or flight is out of hand

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thats really rough.

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I get the pinging kinda feeling too sometimes

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i know i feel like i cant go back into my room

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why?

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thats where the old stuff happened

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with the screaming and such

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so its making me anxious now

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there's a song that might help.

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i live in the middle of the woods so things can feel eerie

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check out calum graham - grace.

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it definitely can feel a bit more feral out there lol

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thanks i’ll check it out when everyone isnt sleeping

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screenshotted the message

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sure thing! thats one that's carried me through a lot, its acoustic guitar

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I had weird encounters in my room when I was younger too

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found my cat downstairs so i feel better

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thats sweet!

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cats are awesome lol

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yeah shes great

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how did you find her?

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she was under a table downstairs

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table fort ftw lol

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was she happy to see ya?

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yeah shes on my lap now

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sounds like youre good buds!

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yeah :)

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i still feel sick

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is it more like a trauma thing do you think?

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i just want the adrenaline to wear off so i can try to go to bed

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im not sure

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oh, theres something else you could try. theres a pressure point about 1 inch below your left wrist on the inside

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if you hold it for about 30 seconds, it releases insulin

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can help with jittery feelings too

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