what you look at really matters

your eyes can change your heart

its not good for you

I honestly dont know. all I know is if you look for shadows and stuff, you find it more

it sounds like he could be projecting a lot onto a pretty uneventful situation you had

sure thing!

can help with jittery feelings too

if you hold it for about 30 seconds, it releases insulin

oh, theres something else you could try. theres a pressure point about 1 inch below your left wrist on the inside

is it more like a trauma thing do you think?

sounds like youre good buds!

was she happy to see ya?

table fort ftw lol

how did you find her?

cats are awesome lol

thats sweet!

I had weird encounters in my room when I was younger too

sure thing! thats one that's carried me through a lot, its acoustic guitar

it definitely can feel a bit more feral out there lol

check out calum graham - grace.

there's a song that might help.

why?

I get the pinging kinda feeling too sometimes

thats really rough.

its enough to have you up at 4am now though

what else is up?

I'd take it as a sign you're being protected from investigating that stuff further really

not easy when your family is so tense about it too

I wish I could give you peace about it. Im sorry youre wrestling

thats where people get really sick

if you spend a lot of time searching about that stuff online, youll end up in the occult

I honestly wouldn't try and navigate that kind of thing without a pastor tbh

itd make sense

that's what brains are wired to do lol they look for patterns and comfort

our hearts repress things until we're ready to process them sometimes

hey red, I dont think you need to worry about that

sorry I didnt get to talk with you too green, gn

tbh when I'm in a similar spot I call a prayer line or text

that's good to know. I mean she could maybe help give you some grounding.

would your mom be scared too?