hi blue

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hi yellow

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so i gave up on him

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yeah that's really tough red it's not your responsibility to keep track of his emotions and shit

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my brother is starting to hate me for it

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it used to affect me more, and sometimes it still hurts so much that i don’t know if i can keep living, but it’s got a bit better since i’ve given up trying to fix it

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that's completely natural red i'm glad you had the courage to

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what does your brother say about it

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even my mom doesnt like that im doing this and she divorced the guy

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i'm glad it's gotten better but that still sounds really tough green

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i'm sorry you've got disapproval from both sides red that's really hard

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he wants me to get along with dad and ecpects me to forgive him for no reason

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i'm sorry if i'm doing short messages chat i'm just tryna keep track

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expects*

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do you think maybe he feels like the family isn't how it used to be

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yeah thats exactly what he lashed out at me today about

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that's a real tough feeling by him it's understandable but he should try to understand how your father treated you

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he doesnt understand that we were never this perfect family he thinks we were before i gave up

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don’t let anyone tell you that you need to forgive him, that’s ultimately your decision and your decision alone to make

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he’s been trying to guilt trip me into forgiving him

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purple do you have any way to prove to him you didn't do it

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saying how ive been putting so much stress on him and my mom

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don't let him do that red it's your decision 100%

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but the thing is he shouldnt be involved

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my dad talks shit about me to him all the time apparently

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that's true

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its just annoying because i know my brother will understand one day but he’s young and in the same position i used to be in

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yeah it must be hard because there's no way to explain it now in a way that'll resonate you've kinda just gotta wait

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acting like dad is just misunderstood and terrified of opposing him

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til he matures

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he’s only 16 right now

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that's really tough it takes a lot out of you

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ah

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he was a toddler when my parents split

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at the end of the day, the family being torn apart is actually your dad’s fault, not yours

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that's true green

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he doesnt remember how bad it realt was

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yeah i agree its totally my dads fault

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