we all are tbh that’s the beauty of venting - alex

It was the first thing i did to calm down putting my head through a wall - alex

Can you put your head on a pillow kayn? - alex

there’s a local place but they seem like they’ll be ableist about my mental stuff - alex

i wanna help with primate conservation and activism tbh - alex

tbh i graduated college bc the professors felt bad for me - alex

I’m pretty darn useless tbh I can’t do much because i get so stressed - alex

I really don’t have anything worthy to do with my life tho im pretty useless - alex

kayn i also feel hopefuly for you, if you can get through this tough moment I do feel like things will get better, he just isn’t as good as you deserve - alex

I never felt like my life was worth living even as a child - alex

Im pretty sure i have schizotypal personality disorder :( - alex

I really feel hopeful for your future, A, i really think things will get better for you - alex

I sound literally insane but it helps me to just repeat a poem over and over - alex

breathing exercises don’t help me but it does help to try singing/speaking by inhaling - alex

Is there someone who deserves to suffer more than you? Then you gotta live to spite them - alex

live for spite as long as you have to - alex

i hate being around others - alex

me too A - alex

but other things don’t get better for most - alex

Things get better in terms of the people you meet, you’ll find better people as time goes on who love you more - alex

burdensome - alex

she wrote Goodnight Moon and her longest relationship was with a ~woman~ named Michael Strange, so at least one woman who raised me would love and accept me - alex

What helped me with having an abhorent transphobic mom was specifically author Margaret Wise Brown - alex

A, you’ll find maternal figures that will love you like a mother should - alex

i didnt even finish though :( - alex

tried building new beds for them but i did a really bad job - alex

Im trying really hard to live for my dolls but it does make it harder when I feel like I can’t care for them enough either - alex

That’s okay bugsystem, it isn’t hurting anyone and if you enjoy it then it’s a good thing - alex

get leather scraps and put red paint under it, it helps a lot with SH urges - alex

gotta end it now before the only one i love has no future either - alex

yes i do trust me - alex

I need to end my life but im too scared of the pain of death - alex

this is gross, but if you NEED to vomit, just try imagining how it looks, smells, etc - alex

Do you know what you took? - alex

you can control people in your head & you can imagine it - alex

You can create evil fiction without being an evil person - alex

im literally insane but writing and drawing horribly violent things has never made me violent - alex

It doesnt have to be good art, it just helps creating more than any finished product - alex

do you make any art? Writing, drawing, even if it’s bad it just helps to write your own narrative - alex

i dont even have a drum kit or drumsticks - alex