but ive been hoping for more this whole time

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ig its too early to tell if hes actually a nice guy though

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he seems like it

98851 - 

you can go ahead, red

99656 - 

hes friends with my friends bf

98851 - 

yeah some toxic guys are nice at first

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:)

99656 - 

I just walked around with my peenar out when I hear the bells.... Of the peenar snipper. - Old coral

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and when i was with him in person at the carnival

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maybe he thought ur out, so he will message u later??

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he was really sweet and drove me home

98851 - 

hes never done that before

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idk

98851 - 

could've been a "love-bombing" situation where hes tryna get you to trust him

99656 - 

idk

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we dont talk a whole lot

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just small conversations each day

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im not great at talking or getting close w people

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but im actually trying this time bc i like him

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overcome it but lately I've just become so much more sadder and I don't know what's going on

95367 - 

maybe check out the symptoms of depression, red?

99656 - 

could be whats going on :(

99656 - 

idk if ill ever see him irl again

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reallll

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Like everything hurts my feelings and everything just makes my mood drop and I just cry over everything. It doesn't matter if its happy or sad it just maked me upset and at the end of the day,

95367 - 

Im baaack again - Light

99662 - 

great im crying

98851 - 

Is L still here - Light

99662 - 

i think L left

99656 - 

I always sit on my bed and I think to myself and I'm just so sad and I feel so depressed and I just have these urges to relapse, but they aren't too strong and I just feel so sad though

95367 - 

Oh no - Light

99662 - 

what the fuck

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Like I don't know what to do. I'm just always so upset.

95367 - 

40 min

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I'm so sorry, red

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