this is so high calorie - stage 2 decay

im gonna have to throw up after i eat - stage 2 decay

kill me. - stage 2 decay

my mom gave me such a high-calorie food. - stage 2 decay

but my mom keeps feeding me when im trying to restrict - stage 2 decay

like i appreciate how much they love and care for me - stage 2 decay

i wish my parents didnt care abt me so much. - stage 2 decay

two underscores - stage 2 decay

peedrink__ - stage 2 decay

if u guys want my dc i think its uh - stage 2 decay

id prob bother a lot of ppl and i dont have much time left - stage 2 decay

it wouldnt be worth it - stage 2 decay

i can hardly stand up - stage 2 decay

my heart rate is fucked up my lungs are fucked - stage 2 decay

i can feel my body slowing down and getting fucked up beyond repair already - stage 2 decay

its my fucking eating disorder - stage 2 decay

im not gonna kill myself thats not why im gonna die - stage 2 decay

would you guys remember me after i die - stage 2 decay

i dont think im gonna be alive much longer - stage 2 decay

without eating - stage 2 decay

does anyone have a way to make hunger pains go away - stage 2 decay

and NOBODY gets it? - stage 2 decay

trying to open up to people about anorexia - stage 2 decay

but do you realize how lonely it gets - stage 2 decay

nobody understands why i am the way i am - stage 2 decay

i mean like people around me - stage 2 decay

nobody understands - stage 2 decay

so people realize how i feel - stage 2 decay

i wanna look sick enough - stage 2 decay

i wanna look so thin people are scared for my health - stage 2 decay

i need to lose 50+ pounds - stage 2 decay

people around me are telling me i look super underweight and almost dead but i dont believe it - stage 2 decay

i look so fucking fat rn - stage 2 decay

i NEED TO GET DOWN TO 100 - stage 2 decay

down to 100 pounds or less - stage 2 decay

the only thing i can think about is getting skinny - stage 2 decay

i dont know im just worrying abt my weight all the time nowadays - stage 2 decay

but yknow - stage 2 decay

like its obviously not caliph's fault - stage 2 decay

like its not caliph's fault but reading abt him being so much taller than me and weighing significantly less made me feel SO FAT BRO - stage 2 decay