everything she could of wished for

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I want crawl into a cave and die

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so how are you all doing

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i wanted have to worry about her falling out of love

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terrible

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i thought i was doing okay

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getting better

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Partly emotionless

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wanna talk about it

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then im hit with this wave of sadness

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yeah

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a year of a relationship gone

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so whats bothering you

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she was my baby

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I've surpressed my emotions so far down, i cant feel them anymore. I walk around everyday totally emotionless

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i feel you

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she let her past experinces, trauma etc dictate our relationship

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I cant even cry at the hardest of times

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she was avoidant

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and i tried so hard

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so hard

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to understand her

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help her

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be there for her

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love her in the right ways

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fell thats there a lot of grievence in loss

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even when i was breaking i showed up for her

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loss makes you hard

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i showed up when it inconvienced me

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dont do that

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i showed up when i needed to sleep when i had uni the next day

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i was consisent for he

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her

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because i loved her

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and i never wanted her to never not feel seen

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her loss

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i gave her everything i possibly could

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she said you dont have a job you cant drive and she started getting uspet and angry

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she started comparing me to her friend bf

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i said baby we have just graduated, my liscene test is in 3 months

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