I feel so empty rn- G

Hey- G

😭😭

Im on the train alone for the first time and i am genuinely so scared- G

I cant even cry at the hardest of times

I've surpressed my emotions so far down, i cant feel them anymore. I walk around everyday totally emotionless

Partly emotionless

I want crawl into a cave and die

I cant comfort people, it makes me feel shit. If they cant lean on me for support, whatt use am i

Starts oit gold, but never stays. The neon takes my breath away. And now i feel it in my veins, but i dont want to be afraid. I dont want to live this way