Do I gotta come clean?

if that makes sense

I want to feel myself and.. I'm finding a way to untagle the thoughts

ahhh, I actually dont know.. I cant explain it, it's like a block

I guess

wtf, it aint helping bro, I'm processing that's true, my mind caught on a wire today

omg

I think I need to stop comparing myself. I am still me without him.

of course, yes

I actually dont know. it felt like I wanna feel myself but cant.

Some nights are good, but this time its not quite there yet

I feel relly bad for some reason

I think something broke in me

hahaha okay, I think I need a pina colada gosh yasss and theres literally more that I could do HAHAHAHAHAHAH

Lmao, haha who wouldve thought haha I knew it a breakdown and I would go back haha

Yes yes that hahaha

And not only that I know like I really push but you know he did try to make it sem klike its not hahah

At times I realize we wouldve have been still friends coz what did I do thats so drastic> hahaha

So at most its fine haha

Anyway we have been friends before and I dont think I did anything drastic about it

Which is true naman. And I feel great <3

Its them who have a lot to hide. Not me. ANd thinking that I feel free

Tho, at times I know its not me whose trap, and sometimes those thoughts I feel free again. And it feels good to feel it like that, I think if its someone hiding

And it is really he;lping/

I dodont know, but somehow, sometimes I make ways and found ways to feel free

But was it necessary?

Sometimes it felt like for me to be just shielded towards, it feels like that time, instead of being free, I was being deliberately trapped or being fieel trapped and deliberately step on ( I felt). w

Sometimes I feel like I wanted to like give something good in return like really a good gesture to be able to oput it all behind me you know

Bye guuyss, hope you have a nice day!

I gotta go guys, and blue I hope you find peace and feel alleviance to what youre feeling rn.

Anyway

For help? to help?

After I recover for my fear of accidents haha

to do that too

Yes, I'm trying to

haha "fuck"?

Anyway, blue.. I hope you can engage in recreational activities i the liue of taljk therapy

Anyway, I'm gonna go guys, IImma go get my own type of therapy

oh well

No way, people are sad because they might be