I dissociate a lot. it's an addiction lol. -Alaric

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My two friends got together bcs of me :)

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like what

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that's great red

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sweet

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Im happy for them but it also made me think about how disconnected i am from everyone

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My heart is still beating so hard I cannot study like this ahhhhhhhh

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Everyone around me seems to have the same vibes and the same mindeset in alot of things

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i think it shows that you are connected i mean it was you who got em together

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you okay green

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Please stop heart I can’t focus on polymers at all

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Theyre both my friends , i felt they liked each other so i made it clear to them

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nah red

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Green lay on the ground and control ur breath

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I use uno reverse

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you did a real good thing how does that make you disconnected

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not everyone is the same

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Are YOU okay blue :D

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i think that makes you more connected

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I will tell u how

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Get uno reversed

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yeah green pretty okay thank you

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you can help people and feel disconnected

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why does everyone reply so fast omg whattttt? :0 -Alaric

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So baisically they told me that without my honesty they wouldve been not together

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However when we have a conversation it feels weird

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I feel so out of that mindeset they have

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Maybe because im used to only being a listener

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i'm sorry if i'm saying weird advice i'm so tired right now

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N now that im talking about my thoughts

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i had a friend who's helpful but has chronic dissociation, no matter how much i tried to help

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it's okay blue you should rest

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classic third wheel. -Alaric

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what's dissociation like

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Rest blue

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that's okay

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it varies

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Lol yeaaaa

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I am the steve in their love life

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there's depersonalization and derealization

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