ohh

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i gave her 700

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dollars

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to go enjoy her holiday

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to show im this "man"

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i can do big boy things

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but nothing was enough

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you shouldn't feel like you have to keep giving and givin

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giving

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well money can't buy everything

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a relatinoship should be i give you some you give me some it should be balanced

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shje made it seem like it

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my love

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my

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affection

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my words my actions\

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meant fucking nothing

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and i came to realise

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i have a question what makes you write this in past tense did you break up with her or

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Why am i such a fucking asshole. I dont feel basic human empathy, and i cant console my crying mom, because i dont feel anything

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when i would buy her things, or try apolgise after she would be so happy

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she broek up with me

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it's a really natural thing to feel purple i don't think you're an asshole i think you're figuring things out

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thats why everything is past tense

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i'm sorry she broke up with you green that sucks

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that can only work so much in the short term

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im so mentally drained

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i feel like she

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took my soul

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I wanna relapse

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i put 120% for her

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and she would tell me things like a man that tries to give me everything is enough

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purple how about you talk to me about how you've been feeling instead

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she lied

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to me

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all those promises

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our future

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