sounds like you did something good for you just maybe not 120mph next time

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she self sabotage

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so bad

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of our relationship

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it was like a defensive mechanism

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I still have dreams about a friend i had a long time ago

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i keep having dreams about my mom recently

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she wasn't supposed to

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shes a complex person

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she can come off mean

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and draining

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and insulting

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but in her core she's just someone trying to find themselves

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i loved here

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her

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i put her before myself

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i don't think you should feel insulted or drained by someone you love

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now i feel empty

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i tried talking to her

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always

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about my

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dislikes of her behaviour

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but she would take it as a insult

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i tried being understanding

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yeah that's always tough

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i researched what

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not present parents can do to a child

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how they can grow up to me

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be

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like

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i tried understanding her attachment style

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i tried talking to her about it

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i tried to understand her dislikes of me what was fucking going on

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How did it end?

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