my thighs sting so badly

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It scares me that I’m considering drugs to get me through these next few years. I keep telling myself that when Nora dies, I’ll die too. I’m gonna keep my word on that. I feel like I might need to go

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look L i enjoy talking to you and you do to! -Light

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im trying not to stain my sheets but the blood keeps soaking through the bandages

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You dont have to answer if you dont want to but does your joint pain also get really really bad in the winter

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YES oh my god its so bad during the winter -blaine

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Like tears forming in eyes bad at times -verlaine

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i want to keep talking to you man -light

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I need help zion i need you

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ive had a full on breakdown and cried from the pain before -blaine

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please help me i dont know how to keep on living zion

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especially during the winter -blaine

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omg i thought that was gonna be that...

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I dont even have my mother anymore, or the only sibling thags ever cared for me

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Im genuinely alone now and all i want to do is disappear zion

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Same. I despise the winter. I have poor blood circulation to begin with and joint pain im my hands and wrists. Winter is hell -verlaine

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genuinely L... thank you

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I am so sorry for lying to you about how damaged i am

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Gtg.. -C

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Bye -C

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bye c take care -light

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Bye bye c! Take care and stay safe! -verlaine

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I will -C

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I understand if youll feel disgusted when you finally see for yourself

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<3 -C

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hh

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I cant take not

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yes kinda

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My hand pain is flairing up bad tn. Will you be okay if i go for tonight, blaine? I come online fairly ofter as verlaine or niki

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my body hurts so bad right now this is disgusting -blaine

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