Im 18 and havent stepped foot in a school in 6 years

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No car

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Im in florida we cant walk places ill get heat stroke

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im sorry they did that to you -mello

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Every night I pray for God to take my soul so I can finally be saved. I don't know why I even bothered to come here since I can't say anything

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I want this to be hell because this life isnt worth living and if im dead and being punished thats okay

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I gave up on god

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i tried to be saved but it feels like it isnt enough -mello

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If hes real, when i reach the gates of heaven i wont be judged, ill judge him

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Ill jidge him for why im sick and in so much pain everyday

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i have no idea if there is a god or an afterlife

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God hasn't given up on you though

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I dont care

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let it out cyan -light

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Alright then

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it feels liek he has sometimes -mello

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If this is the life god wants me to live theough ill kill him

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i dont know why -mello

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Ill spend millions of years in the afterlife getting stronger and one day i will kill god i dont care if it sounds stupid

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I can understand being upset, allowing God to enter your life would only improve it

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If god is real and has done this to me i will kill him.

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I met my boyfriend in a church 8 years ago recently

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i understand cyan

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I will never step foot on church grounds again, they watched me get beat and he was the only person who spilled blood to help

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it can be frustrating how other ppl deal with breakups

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do you wanna talk abt it?

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How could you watch a 11 year old get beat on church grounds? I thought i was safe

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sometimes i feel like i was born to be against god because of how my life went and how i turned out -mello

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God keeps you on track in a moral path

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God watched as i was harmed on his sacred ground and he probably laughed

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He keeps my life on the correct path

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I tried to kill people before i left church

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The thoughts stopped after i left

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oh im sorry to hear that cyan

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