I really want it to be hell

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why do you think its hell -mello

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Its horrible this house

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Bugs and grime everywhere nothing has been clean for years

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No stove since 2021

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Im breaking i cant anymore

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im sorry about that -mello

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Ive only heen within 5 miles of my house in 7 months

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I want to leave, i miss traveling i used to go across state every week

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Im trapped

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This needs to be hell because this cant be real this place isnt real this cant be my life

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why are you trapped -mello

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I was a good kid i loved school

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I loved school but they took it away from me

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Im 18 and havent stepped foot in a school in 6 years

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No car

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Im in florida we cant walk places ill get heat stroke

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im sorry they did that to you -mello

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I want this to be hell because this life isnt worth living and if im dead and being punished thats okay

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I gave up on god

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i tried to be saved but it feels like it isnt enough -mello

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If hes real, when i reach the gates of heaven i wont be judged, ill judge him

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Ill jidge him for why im sick and in so much pain everyday

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i have no idea if there is a god or an afterlife

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i finally said it -' we need to break up'

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idk how to feel but im like gonna cry

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I dont care

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let it out cyan -light

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it feels liek he has sometimes -mello

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If this is the life god wants me to live theough ill kill him

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thats not nicee of u to say blue :(

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i dont know why -mello

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Ill spend millions of years in the afterlife getting stronger and one day i will kill god i dont care if it sounds stupid

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thanks yellow - but honestly its not even the breakkup but rather how my friend chose to deal wiith tit

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If god is real and has done this to me i will kill him.

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