Blaine, you there m8? Verlaine

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i need my doctor to be available oh my GOD this leg and wrist pain is unbearable -blaine

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Light

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oh, yeah hi im here -blaine

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hh

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everything hurts so much and im falling back into my addiction

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I give up-L

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I hope you can get to the docyor soon -verlaine

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I think my gf is breaking up with me - N

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its kind of painful to type because of joint pain so i may dissapear at times -blaine

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Im so scared of the next time i see you cos youre gonna end up seeing what i did to my body

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thanks verlaine, i do too -blaine

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I can’t do it-L

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oh hey both our names end in laine -blaine

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you already stare at my healed scars im so terrified of you finding the new ones

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I get that dont worey, joint pain sucks so i can relate to you on that -verliane

33903 - 

im so sorry zion ive been lying to you all this time

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Noice! -verlaine

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YOU THINK I WANT TO? We are different light, don’t you get it

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I spend every day lying in bed crying or staring at the ceiling bleeding

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Mello is an example, we won’t ever see eye to eye

99387 - 

my thighs sting so badly

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It scares me that I’m considering drugs to get me through these next few years. I keep telling myself that when Nora dies, I’ll die too. I’m gonna keep my word on that. I feel like I might need to go

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im trying not to stain my sheets but the blood keeps soaking through the bandages

99406 - 

You dont have to answer if you dont want to but does your joint pain also get really really bad in the winter

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Light, you have no idea how much you mean to me-L

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YES oh my god its so bad during the winter -blaine

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I DONT KNOW YOU, yet i know you

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Like tears forming in eyes bad at times -verlaine

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I need help zion i need you

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WHY DO YOU KEEP GOING TO THAT LIGHT,

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ive had a full on breakdown and cried from the pain before -blaine

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please help me i dont know how to keep on living zion

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