Dude I have a window in my office it's really huge and every time I work in there I get scared at night thinking my neighbors might be staring at me from across the street

The sport thing makes sense because you're releasing that energy and it's kind of okay to do stuff like that in sports

Oh I hate the dark so much it scares me

I haven't murdered anyone oh my gosh

I definitely have a murderer anyone But I do think about severely beating people up whenever I'm pissed off so that's how I know I have anger issues but I would never hurt anyone

Some people are insane though and sometimes it's your family

That's scary Sarah

I think that's why I get scared going to the crowded places because there's a possibility that amongst those people someone killed someone

That's what I'm asking too because wtf

I need to make an escape plan maybe get a sugar daddy I don't know I need to get away from this guy

You legit need mental help

Blue I think you should probably just keep those thoughts to yourself in your journal I really hope you're not a killer because that's disturbing

Look you made someone cry

Blue you need to chill

Parent i meant

Yeah parents they don't even know how to pair it themselves half the time

I would suggest not killing people because they are stupid just allow nature run its course

Some parents don't deserve to have kids

Just because you're used to it doesn't mean it's not going to affect you in the long run

Absolutely not normal

I'm sorry Orange that's not good have you tried talking to someone about it

I understand heartbreak can be very hard and difficult to recover from but I really do believe that you'll get over this in due time but allow yourself to be gentle with your heart cyan

Fathers are kind of mean I noticed I'm really sorry for everyone that has a mean father or mother

Lol family are wild sometumes

Thank you guys so much I feel a lot better

Haha I think he would not listen and get mad that I'm even on a site like this talking about it

I would definitely tell them turquoise

That's very true I'm feeling so depleted

I think it's important to say how you feel to someone even if they don't hear you because at least you said what you needed to say and what they do after shows what you need to do next

How are you supposed to water someone that you don't even water.

He doesn't give me attention when I need it but when he needs it he expects it for me

Are you constantly thinks I'm cheating on him because I don't validate him or something of the nature and he just gives off narcissist

I don't even find him sexually attractive anymore

I hope I can find something inside myself that makes me feel less of a mess I think right now it's just hard because of the financial part of it I don't want to be with him at all

Ed It was just so difficult living there I stated her room all the time It was making me so depressed and insane

There's a lot of things to like I stayed with him and his parents and family for a while and his siblings are so spoiled and treated me like crap

Thank you guys for listening I really just need a ticket this out because I've been holding this in for honestly the whole time we've been together

I'm scared because I have no money but I can't just worry about that I have to let go and figure it out

But I fell love letters from his exes that he wrote to them and it just makes me feel like I'm not worth it and I don't know why I stay

He doesn't even care what colors I like he doesn't care what flowers I like I don't even think he knows anything really small about me because he thinks those things are irrelevant he doesn't show me