He wants validation from his family so hard and then when I don't validate him he gets upset it feels like or he gets depressed

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Okay

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it's really tough

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And I just feel like I'm crazy because he's not physically abusing me But I just don't talk to anyone about it and I just feel like he has so many people he talks to and I just feel so alone

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Going all out for back to school:3 my mom brought me new converses❤️‍🩹 She said she might put me in a private school tho☹️

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And I just don't know what to do and I've been trying it's not think about things

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just because it's not physical doesn't mean you're not going through something

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I really go anywhere I don't have a lot of friends and I just hate that I'm financially dependent on him I've never been in a situation like this

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how do you think he'd react if you spoke to him

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about it

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cyan dot

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I've told him numerous times how I feel about things and he says he would change he doesn't

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He doesn't even care what colors I like he doesn't care what flowers I like I don't even think he knows anything really small about me because he thinks those things are irrelevant he doesn't show me

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i don't think you should give him any more chances

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But I fell love letters from his exes that he wrote to them and it just makes me feel like I'm not worth it and I don't know why I stay

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I'm also feeling bad about liking my friends ex. Like I was happy to hear they broke up and immediately texted him💔

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I'm scared because I have no money but I can't just worry about that I have to let go and figure it out

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yeah i'm real sorry purple it's a real tough situation

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there are lots of resources for that

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I'm so lost

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Thank you guys for listening I really just need a ticket this out because I've been holding this in for honestly the whole time we've been together

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talk about it cyan i'm sorry you feel lost

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I hope I can find myself some day

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There's a lot of things to like I stayed with him and his parents and family for a while and his siblings are so spoiled and treated me like crap

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i'm glad you got to get it out purple that at least helps a bit

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Ed It was just so difficult living there I stated her room all the time It was making me so depressed and insane

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I hope they can find someone that's not such a mess

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He's so sweet idk why they'd just break up like that especially since all she did was talk about him

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I hope I can find something inside myself that makes me feel less of a mess I think right now it's just hard because of the financial part of it I don't want to be with him at all

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I don't even find him sexually attractive anymore

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yeah 100% it's a really hard situation to be him

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be in

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sorry i'm tired

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