if you'll excuse me i have to cry myself to sleep now

at least it happened

and even if I'll probably never experience it again

even if it's going to end soon

well at least I got to experience something wonderful at least once

to think I ever had a shot with anyone

I've always been so dumb

I'm so dumb

i want nothing but for this person to be happy with their perfect person, and that perfect person is not me and never will be

so why even try to hold them down as if they're going to stay

a random person that can do so much better than me

why is it that I find no one I can love out there but I go online and fall for a random person I'm never going to meet

if there is a higher power, they really enjoy toying with me and seeing me crack