a random person that can do so much better than me

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then idk read a book or watch smth

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tweaking

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Then sleep sy it will always be there but it feels more rewarding to take that road sy-L

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Ill stay here -sy

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Light, you ask me questions-L

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its ok too sy

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so why even try to hold them down as if they're going to stay

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my friend knows ab everything and i feel like i ask her to help me too much

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Sy, what you are having right now is a choice, whether to go back or stay there and it is up to you to choose whichever one you pick-L

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i want nothing but for this person to be happy with their perfect person, and that perfect person is not me and never will be

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when school was still going on id ask her a lot ab what i should do

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Mi viene da piangere mi manca un sacco -sy

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and when i told her ab the carnival she was so excited for me

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I miss my cat i wanna cry -sy

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i texted her once this summer and she asked how things were, i said idk anymore

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alright L so were you always so neutral -Light

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She was the oldest one -sy

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which yeah i appreciate it and her trying to make me feel better but like

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she was older than me -sy

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this is fucking me up so much

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Yesss purple -sy

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i can purple -Light

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ya purple

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Oh absolutely not, always bad worse or okay and sometimes happy but now i decide to feel neutral as with all bad and good it comes and goes, so i decide to stay neutral-L

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im so tired wtf

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I miss her so much -sy

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I'm so dumb

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chat im gonna cry -sy

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I've always been so dumb

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wow L i have a follow up question abt this

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Nothing last forever, so might as well be neutral about it, good or bad-L

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im sorry sy cry and let it out -light

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to think I ever had a shot with anyone

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I grew up with her now shes gone -sy

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Yes Light?-L

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