the thing is i am in a very deep problem

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i tried dating a few times and

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yeah

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I just want someone to love me

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it never went well

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I don

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I don't think it's a big ask

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Im so done with having to hear people like me being hated on every second of everyday

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i have a girlfriend and she compliments me perfectly, and thats just how it is for us -sal

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my family makes things worse for me

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thats good for u sal

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im a musician and she loves music as well -sal

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So if i have to hear it irl and on the internet one more time im done

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if i found someone like that maybe i would change my mind

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I seriously just cant

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Im gonna take a nap

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hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

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but problem is in my country people are very much controlled by family

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you have to be patient to find people like that, they dont always come into your life -sal

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he can make eyes at whoever he wants but god forbid I think a celebrity who is completely unattainable and is like 20 years older than me is mildly attractive

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hello

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hi blue -sal

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im not controlled exactly but very much affected myself i broke up with a guy because my family didnt like him

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I know he's texting another girl (my friend to be precise)

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but I know if I dated someone he'd freak the fuck out

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hiiiiiiiii

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hey blue

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OMG

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that doesnt sound like a very nice friendship red -sal

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i was trying to communicate but the guy also was not up to what i expected him to be so yeah maybe it would have worked anyways

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this is crazy someone saw my message yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

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not*

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yeah well he comes back because he misses me and then he doesn't want to date

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he did this last summer

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i dont have to deal with parents not approving of people i date, they hate my girlfriend -sal

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but it doesnt exactly matter to me, my parents arent alive anymore. -sal

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im not financially independentyet so i will wait until i become

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and it's not like he'd hurt me or anything but last time he was around and I called another guy hot he threw a fit

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me and my dad had a good relationship until i started dating her because they thought she was too dependant on me -sal

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sorry to hear that sal

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