I don't believe in past lives, but I must've been a killer and this life must be my atonement for my sins

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I'm so fucking done

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Was I being attention seekihg with the knife to my neck?

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guys idk i either got no emoathy at all

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Was I being too much when I asked for a hug?

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i might attempt tn.. -emi

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guys i hate myself

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or love people sm i get panic attacks if i think abt them leaving

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sorry

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i didnt care when my grandpa died

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neither when my aunt died

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I'm gonna fucking end it

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and i feel bad but i just didnt idk

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It's useless

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cyan no.

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i qould cheat on my boyfriend i f i had one

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would

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i tried to end it but insyead i started strangling myself for a few seconds to cope

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bc i just dont care

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My fucking pwrents dont give a shit, they're divorced, my siblings are assholes

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guys im going to relapse

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dont give in please cyan

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I hwve nobody to live for

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i relapsed yesterday

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idk in my head people r either shit or perfect

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I dont wanna live for myself

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and i really cant

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Its just too fucking hard

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like shit they could die in front of me and i wouldnt care less

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Waking up in the morning, looking in the mirror

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I'm gone

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Adieu

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i cant guys

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cyan dont im on my fckin knees

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i realy cant

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...

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ugh fuck it

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...im gonna die tn :)

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watching ginny and georgia to stop myself from toucking that shoelace

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does anyone ever hear a voice whispering to them

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