more than i already am, if that's possible

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and my ex bf who im still friends with me goes up to me and comforts me to be nice and yeah then like 20 mins later i was like these sour patch kids are going to be my dinner and then he got like maf

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just why why why WHY do i have to have an eating disorder

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anyone feel like days are always the same

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i just want to be normal. i want the time ive spent back

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he beefed w you over sour patches??

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nothing happens n stuff

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srry i left for a mom net-gerf

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purple that's so valid

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gerf youre good

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im tired of living every day just waiting for the next

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yah

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real dude

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i can't do anything, i can't enjoy anything it feels like

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weekdays for doing things weekends for recovery

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at me for saying that and then he was like u embarassed me infront of ur friends and i was like u didnt have to do that and then he was like

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im so happy this site exists and we can all talk to eachother -gerf

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mhmm

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yeah gerf

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i quite literally am starting to just completely lose mobility and be stitched to my bed

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i feel foolish for not having any close irl friends

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my muscles are atrophying and it feels so horrible

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yeah purp :( -gerf\

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im helpless when it comes to talking

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and im not exactly very close with my family

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i hope everyone i know ignores me and recognizes how hurtful i am. im so tired of hurting everyone, i just want to cry

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so it feels like everyday i think so much but have nobody to tell my thoughs to

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and how i complain about my door getting taken away and how i just cry because i feel depressed and how i embareased him infront of his friends and how my problems arent even that bad

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I think just start being kind, even if it feels like your faking

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cyan the door taking is such a CLASSIC move bro, sorry yours got taken

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that how i started

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and now i feel kind :)

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i wish i could at least walk and burn some calories but i dont know if i can even stay conscious anymore. every time i get up it's a gamble

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mine got taken away because my parents found out about my sh

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real cyan

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for me purple i think gerf is right, like kindness to yourself is gonna do wonders for your connections

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cyan that's so f-ed bro

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hmmmm

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i'm sorry

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yeah fuck em cyan -gerf

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