lonely. single lol

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aww its okay to feel that way but its upto us on how to look at them

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well i have been feeling that quite a lot lately

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ahh i see

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hm? how can u see it differently?

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ill be honest w u, a year ago i wanted to die

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ohh, glad to know you are okay

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i think i had suicidal ideation where i wanted to die but didnt have a plan

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and im gonna be honest im glad a stayed

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yea same, or maybe not

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i*

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glad why?

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i met my bsf and shes one of the most amazing ppl ive had

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ahaha bsf? all the bsf i had were bitches ngl. except one ig

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and even tho now a days i get those thoughts or suicide or self harm but i js look at them as someone trying to put me down

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my first bsf was really good. i had that "bullied" life, so she always stayed with me

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its okay not everyone is good and not everyone is bad the world is in diff colours not in black and white

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thats good wheres she now?

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we dont talk anymore. i changed schools and she literally lives the house next to the house next to me

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can u reach out to her?

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like my house -> 1 house -> her house

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ahh icc

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well ig not

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its okay js try to put those suicidal thoughts away by maybe trying to do smth new?

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to my dad the family status is imp. our status is kinda high, there is low smth like that

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i tried art maybe u can start reading or crochet?

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i do read. i write too.

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ohh icc sounds like the caste system thing in india

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thats good that yr writing yr thoughts away

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well not indian caste system

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i am indeed indian

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oh my frnd was indian

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but its like, our fam is respected, for education and shit, their's isnt

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ohh i see

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ohh

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whats making u think abt those thoughts?

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i dont think anymore. i agreed to it

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skl parents teachers students frnds?

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can i ask how old u r?

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yea parents

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