thx yeller, I know thst logically, but its hard to keep that aditutde when veryone say otheriwze

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i genuinely think im starting to go downhill, but idk im overreacting or not anymore

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sure

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<3

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emotions dont get along with logic well

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its fine to feel things

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im going to die one day and not even know that it was coming lol

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i need to stop putting my stupid irrational and honestly not thhat bad problems on other people

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ok so my depressions been getting worse lately and i was waiting in the food truck line with my friends at school and then when we got out food i kinda just started crying because i was feelingdepress

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orange, just enjoy it while u can. I ll probabky not live to 30 but Im gonna watch as many shows as I can and eat as much good food till thten

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the people i talk to are sad enough, why cant i just be quiet?

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orange you're valid and you deserve to be heard

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hi blue

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I mena cyan

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i will make them worse by putting stuff on them though

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that sucks

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and then i will be hated

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more than i already am, if that's possible

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and my ex bf who im still friends with me goes up to me and comforts me to be nice and yeah then like 20 mins later i was like these sour patch kids are going to be my dinner and then he got like maf

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just why why why WHY do i have to have an eating disorder

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anyone feel like days are always the same

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i just want to be normal. i want the time ive spent back

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he beefed w you over sour patches??

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nothing happens n stuff

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srry i left for a mom net-gerf

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purple that's so valid

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gerf youre good

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im tired of living every day just waiting for the next

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yah

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real dude

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i can't do anything, i can't enjoy anything it feels like

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weekdays for doing things weekends for recovery

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at me for saying that and then he was like u embarassed me infront of ur friends and i was like u didnt have to do that and then he was like

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im so happy this site exists and we can all talk to eachother -gerf

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mhmm

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yeah gerf

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i quite literally am starting to just completely lose mobility and be stitched to my bed

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i feel foolish for not having any close irl friends

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my muscles are atrophying and it feels so horrible

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yeah purp :( -gerf\

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