oh god, i hate me bro. that's so dumb bro

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or i need to be as close to death as possible. as thin as possible. i need to be 60 lbs. i need all my organs to fail. i need to die

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who is gerf

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hey gerf

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idk the red dude

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i know none of this will matter in the long run

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im so superfluous. im a mistake of a human brain

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u matter in the long run bro - gerf

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would anyone like to share some struggles with each other

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i can't even starve myself right.

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sure purple

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hai yellow

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and then when i want to eat i VOMIT. WHY AM I SO SICK

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how have you felt recently

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WHY WHY WHY DO I HAVE TO DO THIS.

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not very well but it is what it is

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I CRY, EVERY NIGHT, BECAUSE IM NOT DEAD

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WHY DO I GO ON

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obviously if we're both here

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you could say same here

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specifics?

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i just want to lose weight so so bad.

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maybe its responsibilities piling up?

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that and my boyfriend are all keeping me alive. and i think he hates me.

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I can share: I mentioned this before but my aunt has cancer, Im fat, I constantly sad for no reason, I keep having ptsd responses and i have no friends

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because im FAT.

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or something to do with relationships?

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hi red

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and i have been for years.

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ornage we can be fat togther - gerf

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i dont think feeling sad without reason is wrong

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i'm sorry gerf

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that sounds like a lot

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i just need my anorexia to kill me. i want to be GONE, GOD, GET ME OUT

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Emotions and stuff cant be logic’ed

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i also feel like i dont have any friends

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what did i do to develop this. IS IT MY FAULT?

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and i often berate myself over this

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it okay im trying to get better but its just so hard 0gerf

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why did i get raped if im so disgustingly large. who could stomach to see that.

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