I cannot will myself to believe something has purpose and thus giving meanng to suffering

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I've tried for years

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Ughh wtf

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I can't control myself

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I've spoken to therapists, "life coaches", spiritual leaders, homeless drug addicts, everyone I know

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I'll be back

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I MISSED IT AGAIN🐨

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I gotta go cry

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IM SO STUPID🐨

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SHE CAME ON HERE🐨

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BUT I HAD TO MISS IT🐨

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I have no family because I finally escaped them, they sexually abused me, among other things

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FORGET ABT ME ATP🐨

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I have no friends because I was isolated from everyone

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THE SECOND IM NOT HERE SHE IS🐨

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I HATE THIS SM🐨

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I HATE ME SM🐨

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SHES ONLY HERE BC SHE KNOWS KOALA🐨

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I can't even play a game, eveyone leaves, and I don't even talk or play badly

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NOT GEORGIA, GEORGIA IS A BITCH🐨

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If she knew who i really was it wouldnt be like this🐨

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Yet somehow me being this koala who is nice, i still cant do it🐨

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I still wont be enough🐨

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Ill never be enough🐨

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I wish they would die for what they did to me

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Koala or Georgia🐨

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They fucked up my head so badly my life will never be OK

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Oh shit forgot that this isnt like chatgpt😅🐨

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Sorry bout that🐨

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im back .sali

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anyone on .sali

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Hi sali🐨

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hi koala .sali

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How r u doing?🐨

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alright .sali

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Havent seen u in a while🐨

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yeah .sali

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Thats nice school end for u?🐨

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at like 6:14 pm i saw isla .sali

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well at least mango banana .sali

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