not me, no. i deserve to die

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i wish people would take me seriously

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i'm not a child

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not anymore

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that kid died when they were 10

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i really don't want to relapse

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i'm a fucking idiot

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this is pathetic

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i am pathetic

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really really fucking pathetic

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i'm slowly fading away

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& nobody is noticing

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why would they?

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it sounds selfish wanting them to

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wanting someone to care

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its all so fucking selfish of me

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i didn't realize how alone i am

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i hate myself

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Im so anxious

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i can't look in the mirror

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it all hurts so much

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when does the hurt stop?

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i miss pepole caring

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i wish i fucking couldn't feel anything

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.

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everything would be so much easier

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i wouldn't care too much

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i wouldn't worry about everyone too much

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i wouldn't hurt this fucking much

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i want to kill him

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i want to see the life leave his eyes

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i'm a horrible fucking person

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It feels like im becoming a statue

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Stuck

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i'm an annoyance to all my friends

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holy shit

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Stuck jn place

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Cant move

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god

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What should i do

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