i wish people would stop asking about all my scars

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i don't want to replase, but holy fuck i need it

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i need my mind to shut the fuck up

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everything hurts

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why am i so sensitive?

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why am i so easy to shatter?

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one bad thought infects my brain & then it won't leave

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im tired of being so fragile

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it spreads like wildfire

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my heart physically hurts

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if i was fucking funnier people would like me more

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smarter

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better

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does knowing me more lead to loving me less?

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maybe i just should always have a facade

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no one will ever make the effort to truly understand me & see me. so what is the point?

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maybe i'm meant to be alone for the rest of my life

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maybe i shouldn't even have a fucking life

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then what is mine? to make everyone life's worse?

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not me, no. i deserve to die

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i wish people would take me seriously

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i'm not a child

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not anymore

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that kid died when they were 10

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i really don't want to relapse

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i'm a fucking idiot

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this is pathetic

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i am pathetic

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really really fucking pathetic

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i'm slowly fading away

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& nobody is noticing

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why would they?

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it sounds selfish wanting them to

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wanting someone to care

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its all so fucking selfish of me

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i didn't realize how alone i am

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i hate myself

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Im so anxious

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