for the thought of them being maddened by me when all i am doing is simply trying my best

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strikes a nerve inside of me

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i can't help but be nasty and break this little clown face that i've carefully pieced together

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and i'm sorry about that

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i don't mean to hurt others

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i don't want to be mean

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i don't want to be seen as a nasty person

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i'm not a monster

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i'm a human

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right?

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aren't i?

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but

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i can't help but feel as if i'm everything BUT a human no more

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I've been feeling down the past four day's but idk why and just had a fucking breakdown

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i've felt as if i've lost my humanity

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perhapss i've lost it a long time ago

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perchance i've never had it at all

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i don't know

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i've deceived so much people in my life before

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have i really deceived myself as well?

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i can't tell.

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i'm nothing.

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i'll always be nothing

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oh yeah, just bunch the estranged people with the garbage since we don't live up to your standards

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that's sooo totalllyyyyy coooooollll

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i totally dooonnnt mind

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no

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actually,

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i DO mind, thank you very much

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even though i've lost my humanity,

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can't you just play along and act as if i do?

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it'd help my delusional side a ton, thanks

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and keep my sanity in check, somehow

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i don't know if i'm considered sane anymore, actually

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anywho, i'm done venting now and wasted my writing passion out

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are you okay, purple?

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hii purp - jigsaw

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