I don’t understand why the stupid search engine keeps giving me hotlines

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I have found often the most difficult situations elevate me the most

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just tell me how to fucking vomit

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blu are you okay?

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Red u still here?

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more hardships I am put forth, more I will overcome it all

38194 - 

because sometimes it s better to talk to someone -v

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cyan, who knows

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Being schizoid sucks because i need to express anger but i hate expressing strong emotions

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red any nickname you have?

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:D

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Blu can you be more specific?

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Strong emotions are so exhausting

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maybe i am doing fine, maybe I am one second away from killing myself

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yellow r u still here? -v

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who knows cyan

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They are fr white

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even I don't know my state of mind

38194 - 

existing is exhausting

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I hate my body lolz

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Yes i am

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oh ok good -v

32309 - 

Fr yellow

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no one cares about me ultimately, this much I know cyan

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please dont try-v

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what if i care -v

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I wish people left me alone

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Every now and then i just want 2 let go

85981 - 

I feel like no one cares about me too blu

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ive tried so many times . It never works out

85979 - 

everyone says that at first

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white i feel u

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i care about you all -v

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then they ... dont

38194 - 

I hate my body and wanna murder it so i can move to the next one maybe it’ll be better

85974 - 

What is it that makes people so insufferable towards me

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I had a dream where I popped something looking like an abscess but the thing inside was a long string of cylindrical tissue going from yellow to red to pitch black at the end. Freaked me the hell out.

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us to v

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I never asked for any of this shit

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I'm sick of it

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