and i have psychotic depression so i cant even enjoy these last moments

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i have cancer

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Oh that's so sad. Im sorry to hear

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Does your psychosis keep you from enjoying things?

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Yep

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i can barely leave bed

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and i was never able to enjoy my life

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Im sorry to hear that

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Truly

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As a kid i got bullied, then teenage years was all medical trauma

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now im 19 and nearing my end

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And im so scared

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Was there something you enjoyed as a kid you might still enjoy?

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Yeah it sounds really scary

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Coral are you still there?

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Yes sorry

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No problem

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I mostly just watch tv and listen to music

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study if i have the energy

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Those are good ways to pass time

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What are you studying?

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I like to study too, it helps with my memory issues when im depressed

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Hello? Coral?

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Guess I'll vent to the void again

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Srry i was doing smth

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God i miss the way things were before

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Oh

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but u can vent anyway ❤️

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No problem

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Nah im good its embarrassing when someone is looking

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Venting is embarrassing in general

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Emotions are embarrassing

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it shouldnt be

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what type of music do yall listen to - jigsaw

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I listen to almost anything

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u dont have to be embarassed

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relatable - jigsaw

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me tooo - jigsaw

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I know but i cant help it most of the time

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i like classical and metal

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