i hate living, i am tired yet i am scared to die -cel

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and my parents keep arguing, my therapist bailed on me, and I have ap exams in almost a week -j

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dude no every time i split on him he HAS to play victim its so funny

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there's too much going on-j

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If I snap, years of untold secrets will come crashing out. My father's attempted murder of me, the result of buried conflicts of my mother emotionally cheating on my father.

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i just wanna leave, idk where or how -cel

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like dude, you caused this

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i know i shouldnt be recommending anger

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There's a lot at stake.

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dw tho, its fine, dont pay attention to me -cel

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but my color speaks for itself

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Yes, anger is wrong. But it's understandable, because there's a lot of injustice in this world.

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Don't put fire with fire, only the worst comes out of it.

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Cel its okay to feel that way (yes im still here)

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i am so scared to live AND to die -cel

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cel, dont do it, the world needs you <3 -d

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i mean what the FUCK-j

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Best is to stop it and avoid

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hiii -sy

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am I in the wrong here?- j

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thanks blue and d

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My father already coddles me, likely as a result of his guilt for my attempted murder, and snapping will pitentially offset it to the point where he becomes estranged from the family

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j, youre mot

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hey sy!! -cel

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hiiiii cel :D -sy

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I still have to remain in this house for years

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why the fuck is she telling people she's scared of me-j

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so idk am just feeling like i should die -cel

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heyy syy, hru? -cel

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Too many whites. I'm confused right now

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bye!

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my mother told me to stop the attitude when i was upset about my schooling being ruined

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It's not smart to snap now

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oh bye other white!! -cel

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im finee i think haha -sy

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cya ^^

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