It wasn't that long ago

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i really want you to get better cel

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<333

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Everything's shitty and maybe im overworking myself

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its gotten to a point i cant even trust myself in the decisions i make anymore

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But id rather die to exhaustion than face this

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btw cel where is ss?

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i got my blood taken today and it wouldnt stop bleeding

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Same green

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I hate thunder

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I don't want to face tye fucking truth

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but when it did i didnt clean it up

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I know i haven't changed

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Get scared for no reason

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even though im a year clean

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Ive only lost most my memories again

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there was literally a thunderstorm just now lmao

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Im probably the same

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and i scrape at my scars in the shower

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I wish i could lose the memories i have and regain the ones i cant recall

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But for once i feel more normal ish. I can bottle it back up again

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Im not fucking spinning out of control

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Uhh im from europe

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Are the scars on your head?

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its raining like crazyy

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For once i can be useful and scrape by

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so fucking stupid lol

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no

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