imean, you deverve all the happiness and care cel

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I see myself and i see it as weak and pathetic

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i like being bruised up and weak

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i wanted to talk more but then ventscape broke down

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A part of myself i removed and here it is again

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i hate pretending to be strong

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I remember when ventscape broke down lamo

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He would bring rotten vegetables and then force my mother to cook it and make us eat it. Seems like a whole another life ago

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...

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It wasn't that long ago

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i really want you to get better cel

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<333

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Everything's shitty and maybe im overworking myself

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its gotten to a point i cant even trust myself in the decisions i make anymore

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But id rather die to exhaustion than face this

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btw cel where is ss?

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i got my blood taken today and it wouldnt stop bleeding

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Same green

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I hate thunder

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I don't want to face tye fucking truth

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but when it did i didnt clean it up

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I know i haven't changed

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Get scared for no reason

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even though im a year clean

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Ive only lost most my memories again

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there was literally a thunderstorm just now lmao

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Im probably the same

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and i scrape at my scars in the shower

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