But im so done with dealing with everyones shit

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i just hope it doesnt go as far as them exposing all of it somewhere like i did so much embarrassing thingsss ugh

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you can call me by my colour :)

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Its not my job to help you. Or fix you

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Thats on you.

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My father once hit me so hard everything blanked out for a minute. Felt like a minute. Could be more or less

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tis ok cel

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Ill listen. But day in day out gets annoying

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ohh you can call me uhh, Dumi

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It wasnt that bad honestly

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im so sorry about that too

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It's really Karma i think

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I hate them because they're exactly like what i was

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imean, you deverve all the happiness and care cel

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I see myself and i see it as weak and pathetic

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i like being bruised up and weak

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i wanted to talk more but then ventscape broke down

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A part of myself i removed and here it is again

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i hate pretending to be strong

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I remember when ventscape broke down lamo

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He would bring rotten vegetables and then force my mother to cook it and make us eat it. Seems like a whole another life ago

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...

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It wasn't that long ago

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i really want you to get better cel

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<333

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Everything's shitty and maybe im overworking myself

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its gotten to a point i cant even trust myself in the decisions i make anymore

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But id rather die to exhaustion than face this

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