I want to kill myself for once and for all

She ruined my life

She abused me

I cannot take it any fucking more

Anyone there?

She really meant more than anything

I spent over half a year doing paperwork to move and leave everything behind for her

She lives in anoyher country

We were in love with each other for a long time but only last year we confessed to each other and decided to date

We talked day to night, we did everything together, she sticked when no one else did