because we move on! eventually, one learns how to move on and establish better connections and learn negative traits

why?

whats wrong yellow?

nope

im going to bed

yeah its too early for this shit

no, ive never lived in nyc

maybe i should just go back to bed because its only 7:30 am and its saturday

i miss my horses so much

nothing.

so whats left?

i failed music class, im not good at art, i used to ride horses but then i got that stupid hip injury

so no wonder why i feel im dumb

and my parents dont pay attention

im homeschooled also, so my online teachers dont give a shit

i hate highschool so much

REAL CORAL

DUDE highschool is killing me

but sometimes i cant do it

its awesome

and i mean i love having her over and in my bed

i just cant do another sleepover

im gonna crash like actually meet kurt cobain

and i asked her why and she says "sleepovers are more meaningful." but i swear to god if i have one more sleepover

and also my girlfriend just wants to sleepover at my house 24/7 she can't really just "hangout"

:shock:

girl in red reference

we do have a label on our relationship now, but we used to not

hi red

i mean now she doesn't, and we are girlfriends but she used to say "just friends"

ive been on top of her, and she calls it just friends.

EVEN THOUGH, SHE WOULD CALL ME HER "BEST FRIEND" and still say "its plantonic" but i've literally been on top of her?!

we've been dating for 3 months

but i dont feel thats cheating? may be it is? idk ive never dated someone like my girlfriend- this is my first serious relationship

maybe i just gotta let this crush on my girl bestfriend fade, and not be a cheater

thank you :sob:

its scary

ive never tried long distance before

i hope one day i can see her soon

but maybe im worthy enough that someone would do long distance